I had to fall, to lose it all, but in the end, it doesn’t even matter …

One day i just wanna disappear into the shadows, without saying anything to anyone and wonder who in the world with a sane mind would actually notice I’m gone.  I mean come on, I’m just a guy who tries to make everyone happy but sometimes its just so stressing I don’t know what to do anymore.  I’ve just about reached my limit and I can feel my existing slowly crawling into the shadows.  Someone may just save me but I think I’m asking for too much.  No one will notice when I’m gone … I am just an illusion in your life